Labels: de day i went lost....Hi.. everyone i m back to posting some of my feelings again.. as de last time i blog is around a year before? I am not a person dat do normally like to share my feelings out in a blog... bt now i tink i m feeling terrible... and some how need somewhere to speak out...Many things have happened in my life... many things have been going on as de clock is ticking away second by seconds.. I just wan to be a simple, problems-free person... bt i guess sometimes even simplicity is hard to get in life.. Questions running thru my mind everytime i haf a time to spend alone... like "am i making de right decision?" , "is this de life i am aiming for?", "am i not handling my life properly?" etc... family, school and relationship problems just happening all in a time...!! is hard to organize dem up n solve dem... especially my relationship... de biggest obstacle for me to go thru... i seriously wan a long-term, truthful, faithful relationship... cos mayb i always prefer some particular someone ll always can be there for me during my life ups n downs.. sharing everybit of de bitterness n sweetness of life... nt many ppl or everyone could be willing to be de someone to always stand beside me in life.. its hard to find.. so most impt ques in my mind is "can i ever stand up alone all over again?" i realli hope i can... i have always put in my true hearts in a r/s bt i dunno wot can i get back.. it might be bad it might be good.. Aniways... dere s dis guy dat have changed to a better person for me after so much i ve gone thru.. but now it seems sad becos we noe everythin is fading... we noe de time we spend now is limited... so wot can i do... i just wish him all de best, i always hope he could stil be a v caring fren to me.. hmm many many more thots gg thru my mind.. bt i hope ill be fine!! i tink i will stop here.. i cant spill ot animore tings becos my mind is in a mess already.. take care everyone!
Shirlyn
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