Monday, June 22, 2009
[[Every feelings... i cant feel...]]
Yea... here s my 3rd post~!! to kevin and ku ku wonggie... Lol... cos they ve been reminding me not to abandon dis blog of mine dat i just created :P Hmm.. yea i ve been studying da whole afternoon today.. actualli nt realli studying more of gathering notes... cos my text book just cant make it.. i seriously rather throw it away n just study online... :x
Today... been also settling some of my relationship stuffs again... while studyin. Trying so hard to keep reminding n tellin myself to balance both of it well... as in trying to settle my relationship stuffs bt still can cope well with studies.. and felt not so guilty afterall cos i manage to gather many useful notes :)
As for my relationship... yea i wun feel jealous or sad or ani bad feelings animore... cos some girls out dere just a gd spoiler of ppls r/s... and mayb so call whether she "succeeded" a not i dont know & dont realli care animore... becos i dun even noe de cause of de failure in my r/s. But just to let some of dese ppl noe... wot are dese purpose for even u manage to haf wot u wan in such a way? aniwae somehow what goes around comes around.. i guess she some how she already haf the taste of her own medicine? No misunderstandings of me tryin to revenge or anithing... i just know i m contented i m not some one like dis.. cos she s just a someone tinkin how much power she haf to get ani guys she wan... so good luck to her...! As for someone else... mayb our r/s haf died down ever since de day u allow dis girl to hurt me indirectly so much dat it lasted for 2 years ba... so wot for "cry for ur spilled milk..." just move on.. & things will be fine even dat now u ve changed to so much a better person a person so perfect dat i was all along waitin for... bt just wen soemthings is gone... its just gone foreva.... n eva... take care ppl..
Because we were once lovers... i should let u go & not avoid & continue dis friendship of ours :) All the best..
Labels: we all evolved from simplicity..
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
[[a Day of Serious Mugging @ home...]]
Study Study STUDDYY..
Haha.. Ho! Ho! so far so good... i ve been blogging onli since ytd? Haha bt i feel good dat i didnt abandoned my blog today.. cos from my past experiences i onli blog for a day and den leaving it dead all de way... !
Hmm... i ve been gg out spending lots of time chillin, eating, chillin eating.. dats all i can remember..? Haha.. bt de feelin' was good... somehow makes me walk out of some miseries and cont facing life with de brightest side..?
But i somehow felt guilty... because i havent realli been studying for my upcoming exams..!! i started a little bit ytd... and today continued... studyin all bout Management... nt a sub i like as long as it requires me to write an essay its definitely nt a subject i like..!!! Haha.. bt no choice~! so just happily study like reading a story book:D a story book without a story-line haha... i realli hope woteva problems i have now i could put it aside.. i wanna pass this 2 sub this month.. no remodules for me.. so dat i can enjoy during my holidays! without feelin bad :(
Hmm.. thanks Jasmine for ur time helpin me doin up dis blog n makin it at least see-able to ppl.. :D i m definitely nt gd at doin all dese man.. i ll take time to learn.. :) thanks for a gd start...
unrave the mysteries of life....
Labels: we all evloved from simplicity
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
[[My Mind is in a Mess...!]]
Hi.. everyone i m back to posting some of my feelings again.. as de last time i blog is around a year before? I am not a person dat do normally like to share my feelings out in a blog... bt now i tink i m feeling terrible... and some how need somewhere to speak out...
Many things have happened in my life... many things have been going on as de clock is ticking away second by seconds.. I just wan to be a simple, problems-free person... bt i guess sometimes even simplicity is hard to get in life.. Questions running thru my mind everytime i haf a time to spend alone... like "am i making de right decision?" , "is this de life i am aiming for?", "am i not handling my life properly?" etc... family, school and relationship problems just happening all in a time...!! is hard to organize dem up n solve dem... especially my relationship... de biggest obstacle for me to go thru... i seriously wan a long-term, truthful, faithful relationship... cos mayb i always prefer some particular someone ll always can be there for me during my life ups n downs.. sharing everybit of de bitterness n sweetness of life... nt many ppl or everyone could be willing to be de someone to always stand beside me in life.. its hard to find.. so most impt ques in my mind is "can i ever stand up alone all over again?" i realli hope i can... i have always put in my true hearts in a r/s bt i dunno wot can i get back.. it might be bad it might be good..
Aniways... dere s dis guy dat have changed to a better person for me after so much i ve gone thru.. but now it seems sad becos we noe everythin is fading... we noe de time we spend now is limited... so wot can i do... i just wish him all de best, i always hope he could stil be a v caring fren to me.. hmm many many more thots gg thru my mind.. bt i hope ill be fine!! i tink i will stop here.. i cant spill ot animore tings becos my mind is in a mess already.. take care everyone!
Labels: de day i went lost....
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
[[Testing]]
Hello. Testing on my first post :)
[[Last Wrote]]*|5:33 AM|
